Japunzel

No I'm not pregnant. I had a nightmare.

. Luni säger: (12.05.03)
me and my sister were slaving for my parents, mainly my dad
. Luni säger: (12.05.22)
we were in the countryside, like in our old summer house
. Luni säger: (12.06.09)
he wanted us to prepare plants and we were crying and he was so mad at us.
. Luni säger: (12.07.08)
mom just tried to stay out of his way and let him do whatever to make sure he didnt get angrier
. Luni säger: (12.07.33)
and i was so scared but i knew me and my sister had to escape
. Luni säger: (12.07.48)
we had to get away, he couldnt treat us like that
. Luni säger: (12.09.07)
but my sister was scared and thought that if we just did what my dad told us to, he wouldnt do anything
. Luni säger: (12.11.23)
but then he did something that made her cry even harder, and there were blisters on her skin.  i convinced her that we should sneak into the nearby summer house that he didnt have the key to
. Luni säger: (12.11.41)
and we ran, and started locking the doors from inside
. Luni säger: (12.12.49)
he noticed and ran around the building trying to find an unlocked door
. Luni säger: (12.13.02)
he was even mader, and had a twisted smile
. Luni säger: (12.13.20)
like the wolf trying to lure out the pigs
. Luni säger: (12.13.58)
and we were panicking checking all the doors. it was a big house and i realized we had forgotten a backdoor
. Luni säger: (12.14.11)
and there wasnt a lock on it
. Luni säger: (12.15.27)
my dad came in and stepped slowly closer. it was a lot like the time he pushed me against the wall. except this time my sister was by my side, trying to hide behind me.
. Luni säger: (12.15.55)
and then i woke up before he could reach us
. Luni säger: (12.16.21)
i didnt want to wake up
. Luni säger: (12.16.36)
it felt like then he could abuse the "us in the dream"
. Luni säger: (12.16.52)
i wanted to go back into the dream and save us

Though this was fiction made from my brain this is reality to many kids, of whom I know a few. I dont understand how anyone could be so cold against their own flesh and blood, someone they raised, fed and dressed.
There's a swedish saying: Man agar de man älskar, meaning "You strike those you love". There's an english saying: Spare the rod, and spoil the child. What surprisingly many parents fail to see is that what in fact is ruining the coming generations is the rod. May it be a physical or mental rod, both hurt.
To be afraid of a parent is possibly the most traumatizing a delicate child could experience.
Like walking on glass.

Today's song:
Rammstein - Spieluhr
Rammstein - Stripped
Rammstein - Benzin
Rammstein - Zerstören